Dear ____,
I can't stop thinking about what is going to happen if we see each other in May. I can't stop having stupid, girlish, fantasies about it. And, oh, the guilt that follows!
But even you say I won't want to go home. Are you saying that because of my crush on you or because of S______ itself?
Every time I think I know what I'm doing I realize I have NO clue!
What do I want from you?
I want you to hold me. I want you to kiss me. I want you to slow dance with me.
I don't know if I want you to sleep with me. I mean, obviously I do, but I don't. Confusing right?
I really just want to date you! I have already had (already have) a relationship that was based on sex early on. I just want to do the stereotypical boyfriend/girlfriend stuff. Go to movies, for ice cream, hold hands, make-out, go sailing, etc.
Maybe have sex later. Maybe wait longer than I did the first time around.
I can't stop thinking about what is going to happen if we see each other in May. I can't stop having stupid, girlish, fantasies about it. And, oh, the guilt that follows!
But even you say I won't want to go home. Are you saying that because of my crush on you or because of S______ itself?
Every time I think I know what I'm doing I realize I have NO clue!
What do I want from you?
I want you to hold me. I want you to kiss me. I want you to slow dance with me.
I don't know if I want you to sleep with me. I mean, obviously I do, but I don't. Confusing right?
I really just want to date you! I have already had (already have) a relationship that was based on sex early on. I just want to do the stereotypical boyfriend/girlfriend stuff. Go to movies, for ice cream, hold hands, make-out, go sailing, etc.
Maybe have sex later. Maybe wait longer than I did the first time around.
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